Monday, November 14, 2005

7:55 PMI've just realisd that my parents are actually ruining my supposedly pleasant childhood (or in other words the carefree teenage years).

My parents keeps emphasising that I am too short for my age (like my mother isn't). It isn't my fault that I'm this short right?!
1) when i was young, my parents NEVER encourage me to exercise.
2) they dont buy milk last time. (that means i cant grow tall faster) Im lacking calcium!
3) I think I might have inherited my mother's family genes. (all her family members aren't very tall. My aunts are actually shorter then me.) And my father's not that tall either. I think he's 170. Thats rather short as compared to my other uncles.

I cant forgive my mother for all the horrible things she's done to me.
1) Last year, she forbade me to join band!
2) She promised to buy me a new pair of jeans. But actually, it was her mother (my grandmother) who bought the jeans for me in Indonesia.
3) She said that she'll pay for all the books that I'm going to buy. But actually its all a lie. (we went to Borders on sunday, I bought several books amounting to about $80 AND SHE ASKED ME TO RETURN HER THE MONEY!
4) She kept asking my grandmother not to buy things for me in Indonesia! Like WTH!

and! My mother keeps boasting about somethings which irritated me very much (she kept telling me these stuff every single day! and she'll keep repeating!!)
1) She kept telling me that alot of people were looking (or should i say ogling, the way my mother meant) at her when she went swimming. I think its so... ew.
2) she wore my pants a few months ago, and was really proud that she could fit in. But that pants was actually the largest size in my wardrobe.
3) she kept boasting that she looks very young. she told me that a security guard once said that she and I looked like sisters rather then mother and daughter.
4) she said that a philippine maid said she didn't look like she's 40, and that she didn't look like she has 3 children either.
5) she keep telling me that she's very fit 'cause she goes to the gym and swim averyday. What kind of person would do such a thing! she goes swimming everyday early in the morning like about 5 AM. I think thats rather insane.
6) oh yes, she also said that she regretted having to give birth to us and that she didn't like children. Thats a really hurting thing to say to your OWN CHILDREN! And she contradicted herself when she said that she loves us more than she loves my father. What a two face!

1)My father has a very bad temper.
2) he's depriving me of my freedom!
3) he breaks his promises.
4) he contradicts woth what he had said all the time!

Thats why my family isn't very supportive for everything that i want to do.